Monarchs, kiwi, sails & poem-seed


Russell/Kororareka, Bay of Islands image

We hear kiwi call at dusk.  The male a long inhaled pipe, the female more guttural like a bull frog.  We see weke everywhere, the smaller, inquisitive, dark brown kiwi cousins.

Our balcony overlooks native marsh and bush from where kiwi sounds rise.  So too do lime-green balloons of the swan plant ripening to glory, shrivelling to seed.  Globes of lime cotton plant-weave, perfectly round and hollow so I want to catch glow-worms and keep them inside.  I am enchanted by rare magic.

The swan plant flowers feed monarch butterflies, you see them if you wait and really look, slow and large, they glide not flutter.  Black-scored umber, like veins.  Winged fallen autumn chestnut leaves.  Monarchs have a new predator here, a wasp introduced to deal with another perceived threat to crops has found a new source of food in them.

Languid, large, gliding.  Opening and closing slowly, like ideas, like thoughts forming and becoming real.  Hesitant, heavy with presence, testing air for landing, settling for nectar and staying, staying.  Like a poem-seed coming into thought.  We need to take care of our monarchs, of our slow, poetic thoughts, too many waspish predators on the delicate winged edges of living.

Storm Winston from Fiji sliced open water bags and dumped them clattering on the roof last night.  A cockerel crows in morning-clean air, a hen fusses on our deck, comes in for crumbs, delighting in a constant happy present.  No foxes here.

Russell, one of the oldest places in New Zealand European time, was settled by the French before the English. Its church bears musket holes from the Maori Wars.  I am glad to be the seaward side of The Bay of Islands; Paihia on the mainland is too commercial, bustling with fast food, hotels, tours, cruises, souvenirs, tourist buses and backpackers.

Even the woman in the I-Site tourist information office seemed bored of it.  She was tired, hot, fed up and very snippy with us, didn’t want to think beyond the usual accommodation request.  We found out about our sustainable Eco resort at Orongo Bay by ourselves.  A ferry to reach Russell brings day trippers or a curling rind of road through bush, over marsh carries those who want to be here longer.

Orongo Bay oysters last night, cream and thick and fleshy, sea-strong taste.  We ate at The Gables, old for here.  The Gables has framed a piece of old newspaper, ‘The Auckland Times’ from 1897, found in an old, forgotten cupboard between the lining paper used to keep out draughts in clapboard houses and the dulled green wallpaper.  A fragment rests beside the clipping.  I recognise Schiele’s Green, the fashionable arsenic-based green in every Victorian house, in its wallpaper and clothing, gently poisoning inhabitants.

Old roses outside old buildings, settlers bringing scents of home to their new world..

We sail the next day, aboard glossy wooden Vigilant, ten of us plus Nic the captain/chef.  A rolling bay, thirty five knots of gusty wind.  Some sail spread.  The edge of possible.  I sit at the bow, showered in seaspray as we dip and roll and sway.

imageRack of lamb clouds.  Wind mining shafts for sunlight.  Green swathes skiing down island slopes.  Land littered everywhere, flakes, breaks, stacks, rocks.  Air sparkling with salt.

Roberton Island where Captain James Cook moored, where we swim, the sea too cloudy for snorkelling in the lagoon pool between two hills below a shallow beach.

We sail before the wind back, dipping like a seabird into waves and dock at last at Russell…



Sea Kayaking


double tongued sea tasting                                                  gluttonously dripping

silent smooth glazed                                                              sea jelly glide

tannin-tea lunatic weed                                                        slaps slurps sucks

strips locks knots                                                                   in grooves and rock clefts

hissing shingle as I beach                                                     unpin taut legs reach

steps to headland                                                                    gaze look see

sea above                                                                                   sea below…

what changes?

flat hard glassy                                                                      glittered ship-pocked plain

punched arthritic knuckles                                                   land grab sky

down                                                                                         oyster sharp

winkle smooth                                                                        stone litter

astride afloat again                                                                 drawn by  tidal thread

blind moon bound                                                                    on puckered peacock sea

an orange fleck                                                                          gannets gawp

gulls guffaw                                                                                sea shudders

I slide from earth crust                            out                           to felt thread

back tight going nowhere                                                        til I check land

see I’ve moved                                                                           self powered I thought

now fragile                                                                                 I let go

sea syrup sweetens my soul

beneath-sea wind                                                                   wafts weed and me

sky currents whisper                                                              in an oyster’s ear

I am centre circle                                                                     noon mid-tide

grounded in glutinous water                                                 it lets me flow over

could with one arthritic punch                                             one long held breath

one swell of chest                                                                     knock me out

send me weed bound                                                                 down to sirens

sensed in sea deep bones



copyright Christine Cooke

April 2016

Cloud Piercer, The Goddess, & The Blue Lake


Sky taut, eagle-pinned.  Earth bleached dry,  tree line stitched at land seams.

Freeze-fried sun-chilled river-etched rock.

Wind-scorched fields ripple over land bones. Mist quivers as morning sketches outlines on sky blue glaze.

Shadowed sheep legs stroll where stippled strokes hint at growth.  Long taupe plain.  Splayed trees, wind bent.  Bulls like boulders held in winds.  Seal-snout mountains sniff chiffon clouds.  Rocks inked in luminous lichen lurch in stubble.

A road rise, a fall, a road rise, a fall and …  a Pantone blue lake.  Flat.  Edged by sharp stones dice strewn

Again blue.  An impossible blue.

I can’t see distance.  It stands ahead, tall.  Untoned, untinted, undisturbed.  What blue is this?  A blue loo cleaners dream of.  A chemical blue.

Then Aoraki.  Mount Cook.  Aoraki.  Cloud Piercer.

Erect, blue-white tipped, primed for cloud by clouds’ contents.  Crisper the closer we come.  Meringue peaks.  Shattered cheeks.  Planes.  Serrations.

Faces, squint-eyed, purse-lipped, crow-frowned, nose broke.

And then I see her.  A blush giant woman leaning over a ridge, gazing far far far, head propped on her dropping arms.

My mountain is a woman who pre-dates Aoraki, pre-dates Captain Cook…  She rests, hugging her peak to herself, warms her bones in sun before her winter cape settles.

And if I remove my hyphen she predates …

Below the sacred peak where none may step, I see her holding.  Long being.  Tucked and curled in old enchantment wrapped wide in a woven quilt of strata weft, rain gully warp, embroidered with rare stone.  First snow glittering her shoulders.

I walk towards them all, towards her, towards Aoraki, towards Cloud Piercer, towards Mount Cook.  Towards the gritty dark teeth of the glacier which calves a luminous jade block to dissolve along the line into solid impossible lake-blue.

Glacier’s rotten teeth sunk in old grey bread now cleaned by calving green berg.  Chewing rock and spitting grit.  Grinding stones, mountain bones.  Giants digging, fee-fie-fo-fum….  Does she smile as I think this or is it just a ray of sun?

I look back often as I walk away.  A grandmother’s wispy bun of cloud.  A hat and muffler.  A homespun mountain.

Night.  No lights.  Flower stars stamp velvet sky unburnt by human fire.

Morning over a glacial floodplain, shimmering blue arteries, airless ice, no bleeding but cracks and splits of salmon scars.  Above the mist an unseen avalanche, a thudding crack, distant, cloud-muted, thunder rumble of slipping snow-rock.

We leave at last.  Drive back past the lake of cloudy blue.  Blank, still, matte, unpainted paper.  An eagle tears flesh from possum roadkill, accenting with blood that cold thick old ice blue.

Above, a sliver of pagan day moon ringed by riding towers.  Below, a lake to take away all sin and purify.  Lake to be what you see.  Past and present melted.  A left-be blue of ancient ice and crushed snow, chewed glaciers.  A deity we worship in silence.  A gem lake.  Turquoise.  Set in mooned mountains which cup blue with long ridged fingers.

It pulls my eye, demanding. I know mountains range, hunched ruffled lions’ manes horizon prowling.  Yet this time-taking turquoise, unholy in its pulling pagan purity, is all I see.  All else is setting for the simplest natural brooch of melted mountain.

Still, silent under windless skies it tells of power gone, lies basking in its icy dotage, face up, there for all who see and listen heartwise to its colour tale.  Epic, heroic, adversaries ground down, it lies at rest and speaks in tongues to the world’s faces reflecting awe.






Not quite


Long lying





Christine Cooke April 2016  All Rights Reserved